It’s Sunday afternoon, the eve of the new year, 2018, and
I’m at my computer mucking about. I glance down at the floor. A stinkbug is reposing on top of a book
called The Man Who Could Fly, the strange
life of a man with a genius for bending reality out of shape.
I bend over and peer at the hated creature, officially classified
a pest. Here in America only since 1998, they come from
China. But they’re amazingly
clever at making a living, and the females are superb replicators. As a result, this insect is thriving all
over the USA. No sign of them
going back to China.
Aside from the B.O. problem, they go wild with fruits and
vegetables, which they prey on voraciously, costing money and labor to us humans. If you startle or act suspicious toward
them, they let you have it with something foul-smelling--hence the bug’s
moniker.
During the summer I noticed they rarely fly but walk very
slowly, given to long pauses where they melt into the floor like paint
stains. Truth is, I felt they got
a bum rap—singled out and tarred with the stink
name.
Observing the design, the muted colors, I looked him
over. I was moved to address the brave
explorer, all alone in a vast room with towers of books and clouds of papers
and a monstrous human hovering over him.
“Sir, I owe you an apology,” I began. “I only knew you by your
name ‘stinkbug’ and therefore prejudged you. Sorry about that.
You see, I have read Peter Singer, and I’m all in for animal liberation.
I have no intention of disturbing you. It’ll be bone-cold tonight. I’m sure you’d like a warm place to bed down, so please make
yourself at home.”
After finishing my speech, I went back to my computer. An
hour later, and deep in what I was doing, something grabbed my attention. I felt a light cool flutter under the
left side of my left hand. It was the stinkbug! He had levitated (like Joseph of Copertino)
right on to my hand! From there, it landed on the edge of my desk.
It was facing me directly! The angle was perfect.
We were poised face to face—man and bug.
And there he remained, motionless, looking straight at
me. I nodded slowly, not wishing
to overexcite him. I then gingerly
placed my magnifying glass over the potential super-stinker, cautiously lowered
my head and eye-balled him. He was unfazed. I admired his armor-plated body-style, the delicate
forelegs, the two sensitive antennae gracefully probing space. After noting the details of his body, I
taxied him to the floor, re-perched him on the floor. It was very odd, I thought. The one and only time I sincerely
apologized to a stinkbug, an hour later, it flies onto my hand! Why not my
shirt, pants, anywhere else in the spacious room? With all that empty space,
was it a coincidence that it dove into my
hand?
My first (admittedly self-centered) thought was: this stinkbug
likes me! He might, for all I can
imagine, be thanking me. Wings fluttering on my hand? Not quite shaking hands,
but close.
The idea that a stinkbug warmly reacted to a mock speech I
made by brushing its wings against my hand—needless to say, ridiculous. And yet, the alternative explanation
that it was a coincidence, the consequence of random forces (which, please?)
seems equally incredible.
The option is between two incredibles.
So could a bug be conscious? Could a bug feel?
Could a bug make friends with a philosopher? Outrageous.
After all, we live at a time when learned people argue that humans are
not conscious. A bug with such a
tiny brain, conscious? After all,
what could a bug be conscious of? What
could it be like to be a stinkbug?
Well, there must be something.
In defense of my intuition that a mere insect and notorious
pest and bane to corporate business might
have feelings—I’ll say this. There
is a trend among scientists and thinkers toward the view that consciousness is
not explained by, or reducible to, brains alone, that is, to physical reality.[ii]
Scientists now admit that animals other than humans have mental lives. Stephen Hawking, the world’s
most famous scientist, has publicly proclaimed it is so. The truth is that we know little of the
interior worlds of other living creatures. The question is how far down in the
scale of nature may we expect to find mental life? As of now I’m prepared to
say at least as far down as bugs.[iii]
Further perhaps? As far as the vegetable world? A book by Peter Wohlleben, The Hidden Life of Trees, shows how the plant world is part of the
cosmic web of consciousness, too.
Moreover, the philosophers are on the march toward the
reanimation of nature. So we have
double-aspect monism, robust dualism, hypo-phenomenalism, absolute idealism,
animism, panpsychism, panentheism, and then some—all theories that identify consciousness
as the all-important, very fundament of being.
And as if to underscore the consciousness of the stinkbug, I
have to report two phenomena that
just occurred. When I got up from
my desk several hours ago I noticed the stinkbug to my left on the wall
opposite me. Stayed there at eye
level immobile until I left.
I returned
about an hour ago to finish the present report, and was about to leave. Suddenly, the stinkbug flew past my
left ear, fanning me again! He then alighted on my copy of Isaiah Berlin’s Vico & Herder. After a long
thoughtful pause, it moved on.
I’m observing the casual, and sometimes hesitant manner of
this creature exploring my books, wandering around and . . . oh yes, he has vanished.
This visitation via my left ear is no coincidence, but
a sign of budding cross-species friendship. Nature is known for oddball
friendships and alliances.
Just now as I wrote the word ‘friendship,’ the stinkbug returned.
There he is, strolling across my
desk!
The concluding point? Amid all the ferment and expansiveness about mind in nature,
there might after all be room for a stinkbug with feelings.
In 1704,William Blake wrote to a fly in Songs of Experience:
Little fly,
Thy summer’s play
My thoughtless hand
Has brushed away.
Am not I
A fly like thee?
Or art not thou
A man like me?
For I dance
And drink and sing,
Till some blind hand
Shall brush my wing.
If thought is life
And strength and breath,
And the want
Of thought is death,
Then am I
A happy fly,
If I live,
Or if I die.
[i] If you’re
interested in high orders of human potential in action, the outermost limits of
what the human mind can accomplish, two books of mine are available on Amazon, Wings of Ecstasy: The Biography of Joseph of
Copertino and The Man Who Could
Fly: Joseph of Copertino and the
Mystery of Levitation.
[ii] There is a
book with the title Irreducible Mind,
(eds. Kelly, Kelly, Crabtree), which tackles the empirical question of the
irreducibility and creative power of mind from several crucial
starting-points.
[iii] One of my
favorite mini-encyclopedias, Incredible
Bugs: The Ultimate Guide to the World of Insects, by Rick Imes.
4 comments:
Beautiful and profound, read this earlier in the week and returned to reading it again today.
Thank you, Michael.
Several years ago I had an ant infestation in my kitchen for the first time. I tried to communicate mentally with them, telling them that they had to leave, and that I didn't want to kill them but I would have to if they didn't. I left the kitchen for a little while and when I returned they were all gone. And I saw no more ants in my kitchen the rest of the summer.
Unfortunately, though, that was the only time that worked. In subsequent years I've had recurring infestations where it was either me or the ants.
One is reminded of this anecdote from Carl Jung, http://jungcurrents.com/synchronicity-the-golden-scarab-beetle:
"A young woman I was treating had, at a critical moment, a dream in which she was given a golden scarab. While she was telling me this dream, I sat with my back to the closed window. Suddenly I heard a noise behind me, like a gentle tapping. I turned round and saw a flying insect knocking against the window-pane from the outside. I opened the window and caught the creature in the air as it flew in. It was the nearest analogy to a golden scarab one finds in our latitudes, a scarabaeid beetle, the common rose-chafer (Cetonia aurata), which, contrary to its usual habits had evidently felt the urge to get into a dark room at this particular moment. I must admit that nothing like it ever happened to me before or since."
three visitations and one where you wrote "friendship". The data indicates a connection and William Blake confirms. I communicate with trees. Some of us communicate with stink bugs. We are all part of a web of consciousness to enjoy rather than destroy. Great writing, Mike!
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